I past by that place we last kissed, those times we had are dearly missed.
I watched you walk away, not knowing the words to say.
If I called out, darling I love you, would’ve stopped the pain that would ensue.
Was this love happenstance, or perhaps real romance?
At the end, I don’t know, perhaps this is how destiny was meant to flow
I tried to make sense of these feelings, this nebulous plethora of pain and pleasure. To love someone, is there really anything more dangerous?
I lost myself in this sea of passion, I dove into its depths without hesitation. There was no fear that gripped my heart, only this innate, primordial instinct that pulled me to you.
I sink now, watching the surface slip away, the light, the world, you, all of these things slipping from my hands as I drift into darkness.
My heart beats, where are you, whoever you are? I need you now, it’s time for you to dive into my sea and rescue me.
I wonder sometimes, do you ever think of me? Do you ever smile when you think about me cuddling you? I wonder these things, because swimming in an ocean of memories all alone hurts far more than knowing we both take swim from time to time.
The most painful scars are those unseen, caused by something so obscene.
It’s the kinda of pain solitude can resurrect, the kind of pain with strong effect.
I can feel those arrows when I’m alone, deep in my dreams my heart will groan.
Yes, these scars go deep, but somehow I’m getting back on my feet. This pain you caused, I will defeat.
I don’t know if you enjoyed watching me hurt, in my hard times you chose to desert
It doesn’t matter now I suppose, you’ll not have me to get you chocolates next time it snows.
I was blamed for everything done wrong, you betrayed me like a siren’s song.
I gave you my all, I’m not ashamed, but I’m confused as to why my heart is the one maimed.
I blew smoke in the afternoon sun, I watched it fade away into nothing, just like us
I want to sing you a lullaby. When I say I love you I want you to smile and cry. I want all of the stars in the night sky to be jealous of you and I.
I settled into this somber day, I watched the autumn leaves fall and the children run and play.
It’s always a surprise to see how time flies.
I’m sitting, wrapped up in thoughts, memories have me drunk, like vodka shots.
I found it useless to grasp at the past, somethings in life weren’t meant to last.
But, I sometimes like to visit you there, a time in life when I hadn’t care. No beauty on earth could even compare, to smiling moments two lovers share.